For a moment of complete honesty? I thought I loved you. Yeah, love. I know, I told you I didn’t believe in it. At least, not at this age. But how else can I describe this? I would never admit this to anyone, ever. You make my heart beat too fast, you make me so nervous that my hands shake, I get pathetically excited when I see or hear your name, I hold my breath when I see you. I’m so god damn clichéd I’m making myself gag. But I can’t pretend anymore. This is how I feel.